I wrote this for you. I hope when you read this, you understand that you are being genuinely missed. I hope you know by now, that when i smile i don't always mean it, but it isn't the same when I'm around you. I hope you know i have so much pain and angst inside me, yet i squeeze out all the love left in me and pour it on you. I hope you know that it makes me happy when i know that i cross your mind for a moment. I hope you understand that i might be tough to handle at times but i want you to tell me, that we'll make it through. I hope you remember how i smell and how it feels when my lips touch you. I hope you realize you're special and I don't want to change a thing in you. I know you think about me, and you must know I think about you too.