Tuesday, November 20

Day 110: Be My Rebound Boyfriend



I have been falling in and out of love all my life. Sometimes I want commitment and security and care. Yet sometimes, I want freedom and fun and no promises. I am just built like that. I always want what I don't have.

"I'm not looking for anything serious. I'm trying not to get hurt anymore."

"Oh I know. I don't expect anything from you.I just want to be with you. Now."

But for how long would I want such a bond? Until I fall in love again. Or maybe when I get bored of playing the 'good girl gone bad'. Who knows? Who cares right now anyway! This, what we would have, won't be love. It is just going to be solace. It would just be an excuse to say, 'Hey I'm better off without him, anyway.' Sometimes, I might miss him. I would hug you like I hugged him. I might make you feel special too. Don't worry, I wouldn't look for my lost love in you. I would be with you like I have never been with anyone else. But please, don't fall in love with me. 

Sometimes I might feel that your idea of life is nothing like mine. I might not see any compatibility between us. The way you kiss might not make me feel complete after we are done on your bed. But don't worry, I won't judge you. I would over look your idiosyncrasies and smile at you every time we bump into each other. After all, "I'm not looking for anything serious. I'm trying not to get hurt anymore."

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