Sunday, July 14

Day 345: 13 Things To Know About Break-ups.

  • Do not go cribbing about your relationship issues to every third person you meet. Nobody has time for that. You might gain sympathy but there is a high possibility you are vulnerable to be ridiculed or be a topic of discussion.

  • Do NOT listen to sad songs or break up songs no matter what they write in relationship forums. It would just make you feel miserable. Tested.

  • Do not trash your ex all over social networking sites, after all it was your choice to go out with them.

  • Do not try hating someone just to move on. I used to think that hating someone is the easiest way of forgetting them. Remember hating makes you think of them even more and aren't those negative signs of being at peace with yourself?

Tuesday, July 9

Day 340: Though she left a silence in the air, she left the door open.

"I hold her hand until she slips away. She’s lonely, and I'm asleep."

I walked to the edge of everything, looking for something to throw myself on, to throw myself into. Came online looking for sex & love, looking for affection like I was hunting for a killer in the dark, daring monsters within to dig their fangs in my flesh. I wanted ghosts to haunt me, longed for something possess me. Yet, I lay here alone with my thoughts in a room so quiet you would want to die. Unloved. Afraid of the world. Washed away in society’s momentum like smoke in the breeze. Pulled apart pieces by pieces until there’s nothing left. I came into here to find something meaningful. Instead I've wound up pulping myself into bits of fragments. No reason, no action.