Wednesday, August 14

Day 375: I'm in love with the cliché


I'm in love with the cliché. 

Woke up this morning, hungover to the whiskey I bathed in last night, dipped in the scent of musk which he wore to my bed after midnight. It was pretty incredibly strange how he had gotten a grip on my thoughts cause he's been running in my mind the whole day. The way white shirt fits on his perfectly cut body and the worn out blue jeans running down a pair of well built legs, every thing about him turned me on. The very sight of his drunk eyes made my soul melt. I took deep breaths every time flashbacks of us together stopped me from paying attention to what anyone around me was saying. He made me feel like I've been sipping jack and coke all day long, even when he wasn't around. I've been so drunk off his love since we last met, so high all the while hoping I'd get to see him again. I know I've left my scent lingering on his shirt & thoughts of me on his mind as well. 

I want to sit at the balconies of love filled orchids and listen to you talk, talk slow,  the way your lips open and close, exactly how they do when you've got mine in between them. I want to get distracted by how you stare  at me until I look away. I want to get carried away in the thoughts of how you'd sweep me off my feet and take me to places I've never been before. I want to get butterflies in my tummy thinking about how it would be when you say, 'Hi.' again.

Last night was great, it was amazing. We made love, yes it is sort of a big deal. I could have moved on to a new day, to a new night with a new man with some old wine. But, I'm in love with the cliché. I'm falling in love with the very essence of him, I would do coffee and donut dates with him until I make him mine.

43 comments:

  1. Gawd. I'm dying to know whooo.

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    1. I have to disappoint you, by asking you to read tags. It says 'fiction' too.

      #NoteToMyReaders My Blog Is Not My Diary.

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    2. Oh.
      Well. This is awkward.
      Thank god I went anon.

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  2. Are you sure this is fiction? Are you really over Syddarth? Don't you feel like throwing yourself on him? Don't you feel that he misses you too?

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    1. Hello there,
      Don't judge my state of mind by what I write. Someday, maybe I would like to break it to you all where the inspiration for each post comes from. Till then you are free to belive whatever you want to believe, and what you consider imagination.
      As much as your other questions are concerned, I hope you'll understand I'm an open diary to read, not to be written on. I'd like to keep my work and feelings separate. If, you are here to ask me if I'm sure about what I write, then you are missing the whole essence of reading and living the words.
      No offence to you stranger, but I write for myself, I write for those who read it and live it, not who judge it.

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    2. How I love how you write and how you reply.
      You go V!

      P.S.: Gorgeousness dripping all over the words you've written above in that piece.

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  3. thank you fr writing vidya !!!
    I was badly missing reading your masterpieces !! :)
    dnt do this to yr readers !
    I loved this beautiful work :)

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    1. Thanks Arzoo,
      I am glad you liked this.
      Once in while every girl must have felt this way. I know a lot of people can relate.
      I won't be away for long, I assure.
      :)x
      Thank you for stopping by.
      Much love,
      V

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  4. Something I was feeling since a really long time now. Especially the last line. So relatable. You're magic,vidya di! :)
    xoxo

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    1. Thank you love.
      :)
      You're too kind. xoxo

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  5. Work on Grammar. Flawed tenses, punctuation( comma has been taken for granted), diction, etc etc
    and pretty incredibly strange?
    I've been so drunk off his love since we last met, so high all the while hoping I'd get to see him again?????
    I want to sit at the balconies of love filled orchids??? 'balconies of love filled orchids' means an orchid's balcony? Do flowers have balconies which can accommodate people ?? (hint: Parallelism)
    Not that I know what you intended, but just so you know talk slow and talk slowly are two different things.
    Anyways, what you do is inspiring though in gazillion ways. The one who rants people of using wrong grammar and yet writes flawed pieces herself is inspiring. The one who boasted about true love and yet broke all ties between her and the so called love which is also quite inspiring.The one who calls herself an activist and a materialistic fashionista at the same time, again inspiring. The one who is so self involved that she has already claimed her readers as her FANS, I.N.S.P.I.R.I.N.G
    No I am not JUDGING you. I just described you. When humility leaves a person he/she becomes a snob, which is quite reflected in your personality.
    I don't ask you to quit writing, but work hard to improve it. ( My two cents: proofread ALL the POSTS)
    And readers! go find some other ass to lick, this one just ain't worth it.
    PS: Anonymous because Iknowyouwouldn'twanttothinkaboutme.

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    1. I sure as hell don't need to write in response to this but I will.
      You! whoever you are, sure as hell don't deserve to be thought of by V.
      Also, haters happen because there's always a lot to hate about a person who is so loved and appreciated by many (read: yourself). About the ass-licking part and the so -not-judging crap. Why don't you take that somewhere else?
      This sure as hell isn't your blog so can you please stop crapping all over it by writing stupid hate messages?

      Of course you went Anon. Who would want to write such rubbish and not get away with it!

      P.S.: Grammar & punctuation part: SHE WILL IMPROVE SOONER OR LATER.

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    2. WOW, you sure have time for writing and sharing all that HATE.
      I might not be a.book of diction and might not sound sound like I've stepped out of a living copy of Wren and Martin. But, I'm very sure about my humanity and humility, Atleast I've got a grip on my senses not to go trash other people's work.
      Yes, It's orchids balcony, yes it's pretty incredibly strange to me. It's my imagination, it's form of writing. I dint cringe when I read thou and thee in 'Julius Ceaser'. Someone who gives me lessons of grammer, has got time to come to blog, read my post and trash me because? Yet, you say you don't judge me.
      Activist? Materialistic fashionista? And you dare to tag me because you got no courage and strength to me in person! Yes, I fight for people, animals, whoever needs it, if you call that an activist. Yes, shopping all the materialistic stuff makes me happy. if you call me materialistic.
      My readers are my best friends, they love me for all the 'FLAWS' you've mentioned. I never address them as my fans. I use that word for my followers, cause I feel that sounds bad & for the fans of 23 Memories. It's SO disheartening to read all the hate on my blog, when all I ever wanted to share was love. I don't want my relationship to be a topic of discussion on a forum, I know what it means/meant to me. Unless, you are Syd himself or one of his friends which I think is the case, inbox me or say it on my face.
      I'd just walk away.
      I'm sure I wouldn't want to think about you, cause hate means no harm to me; it stands no where in front of the LOVE my readers give.
      I hope you remain blessed anon. Adios!

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    3. *sound like
      *It's my form
      To everyone, I know I don't have to tell you all that my mind is my wonderland. everything I write comes as an array of words. I just scribble in down because I know there is atleast one person out there who feels exactly the same.
      My readers know and they will understnd that I love them and I'm always humble
      nd grateful for all the love they send in messages.
      P.S. Shreya, I love you!
      Thank you for everything you said.

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    4. Brevity Women. Brevity.
      Most of the people here have posted anonymously. Also, there is a reason why Blogspot allows people to post anonymously. I posted anonymously not because I am weedy but it surely makes you pull your hair out with rage figuring out who this fucker is. Anonymous is a person who hides his/her identity for fuck's sake and annoy people by being anonymous.
      (See there you go-Importance of being concise) Thank You ass licker for commenting or else she would have deleted my comment right away.
      Anyways, I must admit this has to be my favorite comeback. I mean to dedicate a post to somebody annoying and then say , 'Hey I don't give a fuck and you don't matter to me' commendable job. ( Which btw shows how much offended you felt and I did matter in the end and apparently became an inspiration for your next sleazy post.)
      Ok I am more of a cut to the chase guy so a couple of things I need to set straight. Firstly, none of us knows you personally (some might, but am sure as hell they don't follow this blog of yours coz probably they ain't teenagers anymore).Besides, there is nothing to know. You are all over the social mediums possible, spreading 'love'. Secondly, your write! Spelling, gramar, diction, doesn't mater and so does righting. Waht matter is only emayjinashun.
      Thirdly, some teenage girls usually have this mental block and they are often clouded by emotional setbacks. Just how you went aggrandizing all over the social networks when in love and now when you ask her if she is ok with discussing her break up, see her recoil in horror. How OPEN.
      Fourthly, to describe you one has to use a lot of oxymorons like secretively outright, vaunting humble, niggardly generous.Also, intellectually challenged.
      (Screw brevity) Lastly, my proof reading - 'Someone who gives me lessons of grammer( GRAMMAR, yeah you see that window- Jump out woman), has got time to come to blog,( come to my blog) read my post and trash me because? Yet, you say you don't judge me.( well the use of ‘because’ followed by ‘yet’ n all just didn't make sense)
      Activist? Materialistic fashionista? And you dare to tag me because you got no courage and strength to me in person! ( seriously? to me in person?) Yes, I fight for people, animals, whoever needs it, if you call that an activist.( being an activist*) Yes, shopping all the materialistic stuff makes me happy. if you call me materialistic. ( I think u like the word materialistic)
      My readers are my best friends, they love me for all the 'FLAWS' you've mentioned.( They love you FOR your flaws? ) I never address them as my fans. I use that word for my followers, cause I feel that sounds bad & for the fans of 23 Memories.( what exactly sounds bad?- fans or followers? They equally suck though! )
      I could go on but am bored. I had a nice time 'trashing' you or maybe I gave you a reality check on things you gotta contour. I don't think an authentic reader actually graces your blog. Oh and I am here because of reasons I don't think you will be comfortable knowing. Yeah we guys do sordid stuff that we have no idea about sometimes.
      I am surprised I stopped by again.( Actually it was brought to my notice and I was compelled to reply to it) You can thank me later for increasing your blog count by a massive number. (you'll witness soon)
      You helping teenage idiotic girls with relationships is like Kim Kardashian helping Julia Roberts with acting. Help those who need it, the most. For instance buy less of those slapsticks or thongs or whatever and instead spend on buying food to those staying under the traffic lights. Raise your voice against that kid who served you food last week who was probably not even 14. I am sure your just talks and haven’t actually stood up for anybody ever.
      This should shut you up lest I should start scrutinizing your next ‘I-just-murdered-english’ post.
      Try improvising as a person first. Take it or leave it coz after all in your life it’s you who rule the roost.

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    5. teenagers girls and boys* ( Before you take me as a sexist )
      PS: The word is indifferent,not HATE.

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    6. Yawn, too long, no time to read.
      Thanks for inspiring me so much. I love you too.

      :)

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  6. Anonymous - Very well written. Nailed it !

    V, There is no defense against criticism except obscurity.

    I like you both :D

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    1. Haha.

      I don't know if you see that this is all intentional, no criticism intended. "The one who boasted about true love and yet broke all ties between her and the so called love which is also quite inspiring." Seriously? Criticism only seems hilarious when you're reading in third person.

      No one knows what happened between me and S and I'd like to keep it that way! So, YES I'm offended if ANYONE talks about it. I loved him, always will. Am done here.

      I know I make mistakes too(literal & rational). I am just a normal person with a blog and issues. LOL.

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    2. Anonymous, Thanks bro! But next time you put us both in one league, make sure you don't have problems with me cursing you.
      And whoever S is/was God BlessED him.

      (And now am gonna use that one word that smoothes everything for girls - LOL)

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    3. Nice act, I like you! :D
      Okay bye.

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    4. Anonymous - I think it's time for you to take all your grammar knowledge and shove it up your ass!

      V, continue writing, make mistakes, learn from them. Wishing you all the luck and Loads of love ( LOL) :)

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    5. Anonymous - Calm your tits, bro ! Really !

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    6. Haha. Sure, I'll learn. :)
      Thankyou for your wishes and love.
      Much much love. <3

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    7. Haha. Sure, I'll learn. :)
      Thankyou for your wishes and love.
      Much much love. <3

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  7. Sorry to burst your bubble but even after writing for years you haven't gotten any better at it. Because you are so rigid. This guy though butchered you like completely.

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    1. Okay,I'll keep that on mind. I know someday I'll get better.
      Till then you can stop reading as I never asked for it. No offence. It's easy to speak covered with a veil of anonymity stranger. If my writing isn't worth reading, you've been wasting time trying to analyze it 'for years'.
      P.S. I allowed anonymous comments , it wasn't default. Secondly, this blog is only 'a year' old.
      I'll take your advice and work on my words.
      Thanks. Live.

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    2. *in mind
      *Love
      I have a LONG way to go. I never claimed to be correct in what I do. Not sure if you are the anon, a friend to him/ her or just someone else but, criticism is not a substitute to bullying. It affects people. You never know what it is to be in someone else's shoes. I can stop this right away, just by disabling comments.
      But, I want everyone to read this. And one more thing, if anon reads this, please proof read what you write first. I had a great debate, but I'd like to use words in a better way than this.

      Yet again, thank you very much.

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  8. Guys, Cmon. You are stomping and crushing someon when you are covered in a mask of anonymity. She has been polite all the while. There is a way to criticise anyone. This seems more like personal hate to me. Anon should watch his/her words first before making a long over analyzed comment. My proof reading your comment: plenty of errors which you missed out. She never asked you to come, read, vomit and walk away. Stand up for something good. If you can't, do no harm either.

    You need a reality check. Chill, bro.

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    1. *someone
      before grammar Nazis are all over me. :D

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  9. V, we love you! <3 :*
    You will be loved.

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  10. Hey all these random anonymous people are stealing my thunder. Ass kissers, you guys are not allowed to be anonymous.

    Also, if anyone of you wants to defend her then I want you guys to do that without using the words love, hate, criticism and LOL. And please be reasonable.

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    1. Oh yea, blah blah blah Bitch. Well fuck you.

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  11. WOAH! THIS IS ONE JOBLESS FUCKER!

    I see you have taken your English lessons seriously and are making your mommy proud. You got enough spare time to stalk this page, proof read all posts, go anon and give grammar lessons.

    Steal my thunder?
    Haha, you are nothing but a MASSIVE DUMP of horse shit. I assume you are one horny little fuck, who hasn't gotten sex from a while. Cool down them nerves and get some.

    Talk about "The word is indifferent,not HATE." People make typos because, no one's jobless enough to write an essay of INDIFFERENCE and proof read it a zillion times. I see the indifference you have puked all over her page. 'Proof- read' all the trash you wrote. Now, you see that window? Jump out of it and die.

    "spend on buying food to those staying under the traffic lights. Raise your voice against that kid who served you food last week who was probably not even 14." You jobless little fuck, I see the commendable job of helping people you are doing here, sitting at your bed, eating like a pig and dumping shit.

    The only 'L' word I can think for you is LOSER!
    Now, you may die peacefully.

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    1. Yeah being filthy. Not my style. You are surely her defender or probably you are her posting anonymously. She is a hypocrite and no amount of abusing will change that fact. Jobless? yes I am because I am a teenager myself and well you just taught me a lot of stuff that my mommy wouldn't be proud of me had I used it on a female's blog.
      And trust me this is the only post I scrutinized and look at the attention I got. A result of writing facts and not Psychobabble.

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    2. "Yeah being filthy. Not my style."
      Darling, you seem to suffer from short term memory loss. Again, ah I hate this but, PROOF-READ your comment.

      "You are surely her defender or probably you are her posting anonymously." Ahahah, someone's ego is hurt! You're the one who has been posting anonymously, maybe you're someone she knows. Anyway, fuck her literature, her standards are definitely better than yours.

      You're welcome.
      You're a shitty little hypocrite. Cheers!

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  12. Haha, this baby teen claims to have gotten attention!

    You got it mate! :D
    Now, go do your homework.
    V, where are you? You need to see this!

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  13. OH MY GOD!

    Okay, enough.
    Party's over guys.
    Anon, I got your point. Go be kind to someone who needs it (like you said). Improvise yourself. I guess we are even.
    Second anon- Watch your words. There is no point trashing someone who wears an identity mask. But, thanks mate. Cheers!

    Anon filter on.

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  14. P.S. Any kind of bullying, harassment and abuse will NOT be tolerated from now on(even if it's in my favour) I'm free to delete whatever I want from my page. I'll make sure of that.

    Grow up, people.

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  15. Ohh..i imagined myself as part of ur blog and it took me 5 secs to get out of that feeling....really...this was like...too good...<3

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  16. I think the first anonymous reader has a point. Though cyber bullying is not the way to go. Frankly, I only came to his post via via someplace else and I find that the writer needs to undergo a lot of improvement in terms of writing.

    Points to be noted: As a reader, no matter how random a reader I might be, it is definitely offensive to be referred to as a fan or follower.

    Judging by this post and the blog layout in its entirety, the writing is too narcissistic and is underdeveloped. If the locus of attention could be shifted a little further, it would really improve things quite a ways.

    Also, I think a change of reading and/or inspirational material is definitely on the cards. The words reek of Young Adult fiction when in truth, the writing does have points of ingenuity in some places.

    I felt this critique was in order because I would like to read more and better writing by this author. The potential is very much intact, it only needs to mature.

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