Day 413: About A Woman: Of Issues & Love
Whatever doesn't kill me, makes me want to do it again.
I am constantly weighing & testing my own opinions, which typically only proves to strengthen them. I am a woman; hear me constantly fuck up and then try to justify it. I'm an interesting combination of overwhelming shyness and an intense desire to be known. Sometimes silence says everything and breaks my heart. It takes more than you to break someone like me. If I knew what was good for me, I would probably be so much farther in life. Allowing someone to love me, is more difficult than it should be. The truth is if you destroy my heart, there's nothing left to love you with. The hardest decisions I've made have been deciding that moment when protecting my heart meant closing it off to someone who still needed it. Sometimes there's just more dignity in keeping the details to yourself. A contented heart is a calm sea in the midst of storms. It takes a great deal to change my perspective of things. What I look for in a soul mate is not something wild to tame but something wild to run with. You can’t impress a woman with things she can go & get on her own.